Reality
DelightedI just didn't realize that.
Back in the days when I was still a stupid little kid, I always thought to much of what people thought about me. I tried to fit in in my school and with my friends but, somehow I was always left out. That bothererd me so much becuase I didn't want people to think I was a nerd or such just because I don't wear much makeup, talk about boys and like to buy clothes that much as they did. But I tried, even if it bothererd me, because I didn't want to do certains things, I tried everything to fit in.
That was probably the biggest misstake I ever did.
I tried everything to fit in and still I was only halfway there. I couldn't fit in all the way cause of one feeling that stopped me, fear. I was acting like a different person and it scared me. It was at that moment that I was to affraid of everything. If I acted like a different person I would be scared of myself but, if I acted like myself, I would be lonely and even more scared. I just didn't know what to do. I was having weird thoughts, such as killing myself or such.
I was ready to give up my life till one day she came in to my life.
I was starting 9th and one of my friends was starting 7th grade. She introduced to 4 of the girls in her class. They where very nice to me and I didn't have to act so different from myself. I became friends with three of the girls but, one of them where still very distant. She didn't talk much and just sat and red all the time. One day I was sitting with them and we where talking about many things and I tried to stay calm and not act to different from the others. But the girl still weren't talking to me, she was writing something on here book so I looked at it. She was drawing hearts and wrote Naruto and Sasuke's names in the hearts. I saw a big uppertunity and said to her, "do you like Naruto to?"
After that we started to talk to eachother all the time and became friends. While we where friends she taught me how to be like her, to not care about what people say and just be myself. Soon enough I started to think of what's best for me and what I think, and let me tell you, that feels great. Thanks to this girl, my whole life changed and I could finally think clearly. We are still best friends and I'm forever greatful to her.
People like you for who you are, not for the one you pretend to be. That what she taught me.
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All the world's a stage,
And we are all merely players.
the greatest thing was just to love and be loved in return
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Poems, like chores, are easy to make, but hard to make interesting.
What shall I do next? Somebody tell me! >.<
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5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away
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